As I caused A Class in Miracles, I really could note that there clearly was a fear of divine love in my own mind. I realized this was the ego’s fear of losing itself. The confidence is afraid to be subjected and being viewed as a puff of nothingness. That’s worries of intimacy. We speak about this ucdm in relationships, which is sometimes expected as concern with sexual closeness, but it’s really an anxiety about losing our personality, our disguise of individuality. It’s the fear to getting swept out by a wonderful love, a love therefore effective that none of us can even imagine something as glorious and strong!
For me, these will be the major secrets, as it does not start off with this particular good awareness. It always begins with feeling like you have done something wrong, whether you have masturbated, taken anything, mistreated someone, or there’s something in your head that you have judged as therefore hideous that you do not actually need to handle it, you would like to overlook about this and drive it out of awareness.
Underneath all those thoughts and ideas, may be the opinion that individuals are separated. This is the “secret” we hide. It is actually an impossible opinion, but we believe that it is true; We have evaluated it as dreadful and have sent it out of awareness. All unconscious guilt arises from this opinion in separation. And as you actually provide yourself to the miracle, you feel those concealed values and techniques are being rinsed away and you finally face this hidden belief in divorce!